(:

When All's Said and Done

2011-10-05T19:48:00.003+08:00

Its supposed to be a reasonably uneventful period, yet so much is still happening. I've decided that I'm totally burnt out from work and its time to take it easy a little, and seriously start looking forward to our discharge from the military in just under two months.

Well, it seems like I'd be glad enough if you'll continue being my Pen Pal <3

2011-08-13T00:55:00.003+08:00

If it were up to me I would construct a key to your heart and finally set you free

So I wrote you this song, and I hope that you like it,

cause you light up my life, and I know you can't fight this,

You're the most beautiful girl in the world, and I wanted you to know

Good Bye and Godspeed

2011-07-31T17:53:00.003+08:00

Its been a :/ past few days, undeniably happy along with all the celebrations that took place during ORD Parade that signified the end of military service for all the frenz over at the first MSC, congrats everyone, you've really deserved this. Yet now things feel kinda weird, different that everyone is gone.

Still mulling over the college applications which are like a great shadow looming over everything else. I need that sense of relief knowing that the future of the next three or four years have been secured, with some clear sense of direction. ohwelll.

Anyway feeling pretty pleased with myself today, acquired some wonderful wonderful recording equipment for a decent price (Thank you Teng Yeow for the recommendations). Will definately look forward to trying it out and being able to preserve some beautiful music :)

So many so many things I wish I could say to you right now but I'll probably end up not getting the chance. Why are you so farrrawayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. :/

2011-07-22T23:03:00.000+08:00

Absence makes the heart grow fonder?

love will find a way

2011-07-20T21:47:00.003+08:00

Preservation of relationships are always tough. Yet we still to believe in them, because being together with and sharing your life with someone you love is truly beautiful.

I believe in you, and I know you will continue to be strong and hold on dearly to what you treasure. Have faith in God, and ultimately everything will resolve in an amazing and perfect manner beyond our wildest dreams.

much love.

slipping through my fingers

2011-07-16T23:37:00.002+08:00

I MISS YOU. This is crazy. Well there's nothing that can be done other than just to wait, right? I'll still be here for you, just in case you need me.

2011-07-10T15:40:00.002+08:00

Taking part in BRID EX was a great experience on so many levels; it was an educational experience being presented with the latest military technology and fully appreciating the wonders of the technological revolution that has even extended its influence to the Singapore Army that we serve. It was also a good time of bonding with and making some friends from the local community.

:D:D back to work!

2011-01-23T18:03:00.002+08:00

Have been thinking of you a lot :( :(

goddess.omgoshhhhhhhhh. this is so stupid

2011-01-17T21:40:00.005+08:00

Moving on into a new phase of military life,reeeeeally have to trust in God for this one. First day today was stressful, in my opinion. Its like now there are so so much more responsibilities and expectations; being in a real life operational unit definately feels different, hopefully everything works out fine!

Comms parade was awesome, really glad we got to complete it in spite of the rain and all. At least we had some sort of proper closure to the whole ocs thing? And I'm pretty sure everyone felt a much greater sense of achievement being able to actually show off what we rehearsed for :)

gonna miss everyone :/

faithfully

2010-12-19T17:18:00.000+08:00

rejuvenation

2010-12-19T16:15:00.003+08:00

I feel like a freakinnn new man this weekend, ocs is nearly nearly nearly over reeeeeeeeeeeally thank God for allowing me to complete this phase in life its been a mad year but I'm glad its nearly over! looking forward very much to Christmas :) :)

THIS IS HOME

2010-08-11T21:10:00.001+08:00

favourite song of all time seriously seriously! Makes me feel happy :)

2010-08-07T22:51:00.001+08:00

Have some dignity, please.

Patience is imperative in such situations.

big smile please

2010-07-26T19:18:00.003+08:00

off to Brunei tonight, back on the 5th! Currently feeling exceedingly apprehensive, but then again its probably just a passing phase.

On another note, my xiao sounds amazing tonight. (quite pleased about it!) reeeeeally beautiful sound :)

The Winner Takes It All

2010-07-25T16:42:00.001+08:00

This guy is not bad! Quite a nice arrangement!

You are not alone

2010-07-11T20:40:00.002+08:00

I don't want you, I just miss you terribly, and I probably care more than I should. Currently I have so many many many random thoughts and things to say but I probably never will because I know I don't have the courage to do so. Well, just be good and stay safe, you'll always be a special friend and always love you the way you are

2010-05-16T22:17:00.002+08:00

everything's gonna be alright :)

father we commit to you this day

2010-04-18T22:03:00.001+08:00

God in pleasure, and God in pain
God will ever remain
God in gladness, and God in strife
Father, we commit to You our lives

I'm kinda looking forward to tomorrow. Its definately going to be difficult, but well. So many people have done it before, and so many people are going to be going through it together. Can't be that bad...

:) ocs!!

2010-04-18T21:57:00.003+08:00

You've been a great, great friend, thankyou :)

There's a perfect world shining in your eyes

2010-04-17T23:02:00.001+08:00

I know, love will find a way
Anywhere I go
I'm home if you are there beside me;
Like dark, turning into day
Somehow we'll come through
Now that I've found you
Love will find a way

2010-04-09T20:37:00.003+08:00

I'M OUT AND DONE WITH BMT.

BEIJING TILL THE 15TH. BYE FRENZ, its definately been a memorable few weeks :)

2010-02-21T16:05:00.001+08:00

good day of Mahjong today, HAHA.

(7 more weeks) I am really quite stoned out.

2010-02-21T16:05:00.000+08:00

good day of Mahjong today, HAHA.

(7 more weeks) I am really quite stoned out.

2010-02-13T12:34:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEWYEAR :)

2010-01-19T19:44:00.001+08:00

exercise. piano. exercise. piano. organ. gym. lifesuxxxx.

edit:
I HAVE A (POTENTIAL) PIANO STUDENT :) I promise to be an exceedingly dedicated teacher! HAHAHA :) happy

2010-01-16T00:18:00.002+08:00

fun day of cooking and disney today :) thankyou!!

hey, thanks for being such a nice friend, prettygirl is infinitely grateful(HAHA) you inspire me :)

2010-01-12T18:44:00.002+08:00

Hello Wayne please stop hiding

HAHA anyway day out with Shyna today was fun :)
we're going for walks every two days. (lol) holidays are meant to be enjoyable no?

On another note, I must say the entire spectrum of scholarships that bightsparks offers is so incredibly diverse, anyone heard of prison scholarships?

imptfriend you owe me a date :)

2010-01-06T23:25:00.002+08:00

Thankyou everybody really, thankyou church frenz for praying, thankyou 6.13 and iB frenz for going through these last two years of school together, thankyou to the family that was infinitely more excited than myself, and most importantly thank and praise God from whom all blessings flow.

I love acs seriously seriously.

2010-01-01T23:34:00.002+08:00

Happy new year frenzzzz (:

2009's been exceedingly eventful, and the experiences this year have really been invaluable ones; from Hellboy blogposts to rugby and music and Bollywood and the Goddess's smile and exams and all the little snippets of frivolous nonsense. so thanks everyone for making this year such a memorable one.

2009-12-31T00:22:00.003+08:00

I don't know why but somehow I'm looking forward to results and army and everything else that probably everyone else dreads, at least I can get my mind off the frivolity of life and focus on more pertinent issues.

THIS ONE is a good boy, sometimes I wish I could start over again I swear I would've been nicer.

2009-12-28T23:47:00.003+08:00

I've spent an inordinate time thinking of you the past few days I think this is getting slightly obsessive. Honestly the only reason I can think of for being up so late is cause I'm hoping that maybe somehow you'll decide to click on my name on your msn or call or text or anything and make me much happier and actually able to get some sleep.

I know my predicament is completely my own fault, but forgive me please, I've been enlightened.

2009-12-25T23:58:00.001+08:00

What's going on?

okay Christmas this year was reasonably fun I suppose, carolling all night followed by frenz coming over; only from my perspective slightly blemished by my own inaction. However I'm glad to have met up and actually spoken to people I haven't interacted with in awhile.
Watched Princess and the Frog today, HAHAHA okay it was a nice day out, thankyou! :)

2009-12-23T23:11:00.002+08:00

Despite the general sentiment being that today was an entirely wasted day- Walking to and back from mgs in search of Wayne whom I didn't even get to see, cabbing to Wayne's house just so that we could ascertain that his sister didn't get abducted, LONG bus ride to town spending a shitload of money at Marks and Spencer, taking Wayne along to meet SS and church frenz which was omegaeffing weird we had like less than 2mins worth of conversation, church practice for christmas with a massive headache, yet I complete the day a much more educated person.

So I'm reasonably socially inept when faced with certain situations, but whatever I gained considerable insight today. There's loads more opportunity thats bound to come, so I honestly don't see a point in engaging in such frivolous activity. ohwell. Nonetheless, it still is a rather perturbing situation because I still do miss you and idkk haha just let me spend some time with you I guess.

ohwellll its Christmas soon anyway magical things are supposed to happen, so yeah hopefully a sage will enlighten me :) honestly I don't know whether I'm really looking foward to Christmas this year, like I usually do. Its kinda anticlimatic mostly, even my brother's already openned all his presents.

hrm, okayanyway! HAPPY BIRTHDAY Kim, EJin and Jiayi (all in 3 consecutive days, haha!) thanks for being such awesome frenzz seriously :)

2009-12-18T22:17:00.002+08:00

zzzzzzISAAC RUNS 8KM A DAY, and I haven't even exercised in so long. ohwell been thinking what to do with my life, from now till 6Feb! :/ holidays been okay I guess, thank goodness for the concert on Monday, at least it kinda occupied last weekend, ohyea thanks wayne elisa and na for coming hahaha haven't had frenz watching classical concerts in awhile! :) but now's kinda boring stuck at home wathching Channel8 shows all day HAHA I NEED SOME MEANINGFUL ACTIVITY. was thinking of going to like an orphanagae to give free piano lessons, or something. idk. somebody give me ideas plzzzzz.

2009-12-10T00:20:00.002+08:00

JACOB FREAKING BLACK. INSPIRES ME :)

I'm so happy. Thanks for making everyting right again :)